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Friday, January 29, 2010

Dammit 2

**sigh** so my funk is still here for whatever reason. Maybe it is just PMS or the second week of school coming to a close. Maybe it is the fact that I don't think I have had a descents night sleep since Sept......

I discovered another thing I hate.....this may sound weird to some of you but to other it will make perfect sense.

I hate how all of his stuff is just here....like it's waiting on him. I guess the first time I didn't really notice it since we moved twice in the 15 months he was gone. But now...his clothes just hangs out in the closet. His shower stuff in the bathroom. There is even a Dr Pepper and a granola bar on his side of the bed on an end table. Why haven't I thrown it away or put it away?? Funny you ask that.......I just can't move it. Anymore than I can put his shower stuff where I can't see it or pack up his side of the closet. I just can not bring myself to move them. His things will sit where they are and wait for him....same as the kids and I do, day after day after day.......

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